i was laying on the bed, rolling from left to right, then from right to left! i couldnt sleep cause my mind is full of emotional thinking!

i was thinking about the interview i had this afternoon through a phone call.
yes, its called from Westin KL due to my industrial training.

i thought i was ready to the interview so i accepted to be interviewed. nevertheless, i was wrong and i was so wrong! i couldnt answered her questions in such a good way!
even when she requested to introduce about myself i could only said my name, my age and where i am from. thats it.
what else? i couldnt talk out. so sad huh :(

what saddest me was when she asked to talk about their hotel.
i was like: omg i am not familiar to this hotel at all and i didnt know my lecturer sent my resume to this hotel, thus i never done any research about this hotel so? what can i say?
i became silent for a while and i apologize to her and confessed to her that i know nothing about Westin KL :(

guess what? she was so nice to ask if i were in class? could i call back to her in one hour time and begin our interview one more time?
ya she gave me some time to get ready myself. in other words she permit me an opportunity to perform myself. such a nice person :)

so what i did, i went to their website and searched for details.
at the same time, i called jason and nudged joyce in msn for their helps!
same story told to both of them and i got awesome replies!

(one hour later)
...so here i've done with my second call to westin.

i was so guilty after things happened. i still failed to do my best and put on myself for second time.

i really blame on myself of not maintaining in a good situation in 24 hours.
i was sluggish and couldnt crap things.
i was low in mind and couldnt talk with confidence.
i was dumb and couldnt talk in good english.
why huh?

i sense that i am way tiny on the world! :'(

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i always have lots of things to share in my blog but i just have no idea why could i being so lazy to sign in to blogger and start writing. isshhh... attitude problem! :/

back to the topic.
yesterday was my elder sister's birthday!
and 3 days before her birthday was my cousin brother's birthday!
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY to both of you! :)

of course we had their birthday celebration at one time!

jason suggested to have dinner in a so-called 5 stars restaurant which is actually a mamak stall! as what he said: "the foods are nice and cheap and we can have our wine there as well!" sounds cool huh but yea i know how to not put high expectation cause it brings you disappointment :)

so our dinner was on!

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as i opened the menu, i was quite surprised of the prices! yes its SO cheap!

we have free garlic bread, mushroom soup, oxtail soup and two vegetables soups as our appetizer,
then each of us ordered diff steak. we have bbq chicken chop, fish and chips, fish with spinach on the top, bellington beef and loin steak.
beverage we have one ice lemon tea and sour plum!

oxtail soup!

my fish and chips!

sista's tender loin steak

jason's bellington beef!

the birthday boy!

the birthday girl with the sparking wine!

the ugly girl!

cheers!

-the end-

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we were lucky cause we tended to find a bakery shop at a very last minutes!
and surprisingly the bakery shop was in hot sales and different different kinds of cakes were waiting for us!

we bought 2 cakes for her. a pandan layers cake which we long time didnt eat but used to eat in grandpa and grandma 's birthday every year back then! and a fruit cake! :)

she's happy to have 2 cakes at once! :D
but, we gonna have cake meal today all day long!

Happy Birthday Renee Tan!
may you be blessed in your future undertaking, your youth and your health!


wait wait!

before i end this post, lets guess how much we paid for our dinner at the mamak stall?

the meal cost us only RM99.90!! pay with RM100 and we still have 10 cent change! hahaha
we have garlic bread and one ice lemon tea and sour plum somemore!

how incredible!!

AM TOO FREE!
hahahh. it's 3:58 in the morning but...
guess what i am doing now?
yes! i am still waiting for the boy friend to get his bloody fool body up from the bed.
shhh... wait, i heard some voice whispering : "eat me! eat me! i cant wait for you all to eat me! FASTER!"
ohh my poor Thai Fried Rice. it has been waiting for like 4 hours to get into our stomach unfortunately, its still laying aside there.

hahahhaah... yes i am so mad i know :)

well, i took some stupid photos to kill boredom and pass time. go to edit somemore :p

what to do? i am so bored

by the way, i was so shocked to see a friend of mine added me in the facebook.
why i said so? haa, actually it was a long time ago story but i dont know why i still couldnt forget about it. i can only say that she is freaking unpredictable. ya seriously!
...
we were friends when we were in high school, after things happened she did not great me when she saw me. okay fine i thought she was angry or what. nevertheless, she bought me a lil moon cake from xx society in school after a year-without-contacted. then, we never talked and even great to each other when we saw each other on the road or in my shop for quite a while, err 4 years maybe? i thought we were not friend anymore since long long time. who knows she added me into her friend list. why huh? hahaa

oh gosh the boy friend waken! finally!
so, ya i am off now :) bye!


**The fragrance from the candles permeated my room! i feel pleased because the fragrant candles work out perfectly! yup there is green apple smells all around me now and it smells so good! lol :D

no more Jogoya buffet for second time.
foods are so-so yet less choices and ppl are crowded.
eww...

I wish you never gone...

my heart is pain,
its broken, seriously.
can i be wayward to request for one more life to jo?

i miss her! i really do... in every moment every hour every minute and even a second!
i cry like hell when i thinking of her painfulness! it has been sicked for 5 days. she was trying to survive among these days but she failed, finally. she's leaving family Tan to another place :'( she must be painful for days. my mom saw her tears dropped from her eyes few days ago. gosh i couldnt imagine anymore!

i appreciate the days you have been in my life, i appreciate god has taken you back to him, so that you are no longer suffering from sickness, i appreciate that everything about you... you are always in my heart.

lastly, i would like to utter a shout loudly, like when i shouted at you to come back home from 'gathering with your friends' behind our house there...


"Jojo where are you?"

"Can you hear my words? :(
I wish you are happy in wherever you are!
I love you more than i can say!"

see, you are always be part of my family members! :D

i have to stop writing. ya right, my tears dropping like waterfall...